30.

sometimes i have a bazillion things to do. today is one of those days. tomorrow will be too. and the next day. get the trend?

But, it's okay. I'll make it, even though i don't feel like i can. This world is not supposed to be the greatest, easiest, best ride of my life. My life with Christ, however, is.

Today, i am missing my sister. Today, i am missing my California pen pal: it's her birthday. Today, i am facing the inevitable departure of myself from college. in 9 days, i will graduate.

i feel accomplished. i feel like an "over-comer." i feel like... i finally did it.
i also feel weary and tired and a little emotionally unstable.

it hit me today. i really really want to be done with school. but... i don't want to not see two of the best friends i have ever had.

but then, i'm marrying my very best friend.

hmmm... what an interesting day.

anyways, all that to say... today marks the 30th day before my wedding!!!!!!! WOO HOO!! I may or may not jump around this weekend in our house while cleaning like crazy people.