depth.

there is something in my heart that wants to come out on paper, or rather, here. However, i am afraid I have writers block. not because i don't know what to say, I just don't know HOW to say it.

My pastor talked about honor this past Sunday. It has resonated in my mind and heart so greatly. But, I can't put it into words. All I know is that the story of Joseph and Potipher's Wife means so much more now. I understand that Joseph chose to honor God with his ENTIRE life... even when situations came up that were less than ideal.

And, i want children that exemplify God's blessing someday. i actually can't wait until Patrick and I have children. I want to be adventuresome and loving and kind, without forgetting discipline. I read a blog of a woman whoe has 7 children. i want to be myself and have my own takes on parenting. but, i want obedient children like hers.

i want to honor God. I want Patrick and I to honor God as a couple and i want obedient children that honor God with their whole hearts...

oh my brain is stuffed full of a lot to say... i just can't get it out in the right words... perhaps some more thinking would be grand...