which way?

I am challenged this week with choosing between things that seem good, either way I look at it. Which is the right one? Is the little voice in the back of my head God's voice, or is it my own selfish voice? I can't figure it out.

Seeking God's face is something I'm currently working on daily. I sang my heart out this morning on the way to work. I took ownership of phrases like, "I am Yours." Or, "I'm want to tell the world about Your love." And, "I will live my life to glorify You." I sing those. I mean those. But where do I start? Where do Patrick and I start? We both have dreams, plans, and fun things we want to do. We both want to be like Zechariah and Elizabeth in Luke 1:6. Righteous and obedient. I just wish that God would write it on the wall...

I think I would be scared out of my mind if I saw a hand writing on the wall. But, I would know it was of God. It would be His plan. The decision I need to make. The decisions Patrick and I both need to make.

I'm beginning to feel a peace about some things, but others, there is a sense of real turmoil. If I say yes to one thing, I could have a job. But, thinking and praying about saying yes leads to my gut feeling rather uninterested. How can things that seem good, feel wrong all at the same time?

That's where I am. In the middle of a few decisions, trying to pick what God wants, seeking His face, hoping to know the answers soon.